Sorry I've been gone for what feels like forever. Art brought me back, not my own but art from others. I miss this place. But right now I'm not gonna do anything creative yet. I just said goodbye to a really good car. I know, doesn't make since if it was good why get rid of it. Well it was good in the sense that I grew up with it and it was given to me for graduation. It was my first car. Lots of memories. A friendship of sorts if you believe in that stuff. I'm really gonna miss it. I had an accident in it, and because of it I wasn't hurt at all. But since it was an older car, insurance wrote it off as a total loss. I wish I could have kept it, to be honest....but I had to let it go. It kept me alive twice. And if you believe in this mush, it's spirit well always protect me. But basically, I'm too raw, too hurt and sad to really do anything but write this and hope to live each day as simple as possible until I can truly let go and move on. I hope ya guys understand if not, it doesn't really matter. Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still alive and that I'm busy with work and letting go of something that I personally considered to be a part of my family.